It just makes no sense!!!!

Ok, I know logically that those temps were likely fever temps and not related to O. I also know that if you somewhat disregard my chart before, oh, CD19 that it looks like the perfect O chart. Nice steady rise after a low dip. Also my CM and CP info more closely correlates.

But, I haven't often experienced mittleschmerz, but what I know about it is

1. It usually occurs BEFORE a woman ovulates
2. It last 2 days max...I think most information I read says it lasts for a few hours at most.

My frustration comes from having almost daily ovary pain (mostly on the left) for the last three days. I don't notice it ALL of the time, but especially at night. It just doesn't make sense. Plus, isn't most O spotting BEFORE O too? Why would I have O spotting after O??

This is just my mind messing with me giving me that kernel of hope that I am 8DPO and that this is some kind of implantation feeling and the bleeding was implantation spotting...and so on and so forth.

I know I'm supposed to be waiting. I know it's a crazy dream. But I also know I'll be slightly disappointed when AF shows this month.